She’s still there, that exhausted soul, and I can’t pretend that the big social gatherings that come at the end of the year don’t still scare me a little. The food, the idea of losing control, and having to eat amongst large groups of people sometimes is still too much, and there are moments where all I want to do is to crawl into my onesie and eat oatmeal at home. Sometimes I take a mental health day, and that’s exactly what I do.
My resolution for this year is to keep growing, but to also appreciate how far I’ve come. To chase opportunities for improvement but also understand when I’ve pushed my limits and perhaps need to take a step back. To look forward, but also be present in every moment.
Thank you to the friends and family who have been in my life thus far - thank you for being part of a life that I am so excited to live! Much love to you all! :* <3